Happy birthday me

18. what a spectacular number. 18 x 365 and 1 quarter days. i duno whats the total. but that's the number of days ive been living.

life isnt good for the year when i was 17. i really hope 18 is a good year. ytd, my mum told me she got retrenched from singtel after working 31years there starting next mth. she always said she rather get laid off, get money, rather then resigning by herself and get no money. but 31 years, what a fucking long time she's been there. longer than the time that ive been on this planet. she cried ytd, i didnt know what to say. and there i was, depressed, knowing that my birthday wasnt going to make a difference.

cindy and chinleng msged at 12. woke up today to see rox's msg, then yq sent me msg, then seeming sent me one too. im quite happy actually, some people still do rmb my birthday, whether or not i rmbed theirs. it's nice to be rmbed, at least i know i did something worth rmbing.

fuck you chuanwei. im fucking disappointed in you bitch, despite the countless times ive told you it's today, and despite you recording it in your hp calendar, you still forgot. you owe me one bitch. clubbing entrance fees are on you. YAY!

im not happy.

went to aunt's hse today. at least it was warm. i missed them. had food and came home. now going to do AAA, then go listen to the drums again. finally, tmr going jamming. only 3rd time experience for me only. im still a noob.

im still not happy