Oh yes the moment i've been waiting for

the return of the mood swings chap XX

once again i'm stuck in a heap of shit. doing wrong things, saying wrong things but fuck me. they arent wrong at all

dont blame it on mood swings. simple things i say you get angry, frustrated, and blame it on ur busy life. funny thing is that i nvr once said things to get you frustrated, you get frustrated with yourself, not me. it's all about you

do you mean to say every month i'll get 2 weeks worth of mood swings? how many chapters must i write to depict the sad sod i am

i nvr knew that printing notes could be an issue
i nvr knew that meeting up would be an issue
i seriously didnt say anything that would cause an issue

you just want me to clean up all the mess
end of the day i have to kiss and make up hoping that these 2 weeks will pass
fuck me even when i tried to meet up with you with the whole purpose of kissing up to you you get frustrated with it too. fuck me and my sad fucked up life. i guess you'd regret it if i get caught in that fucked up cyclone or earthquake. would you treasure me then? all i did for you

you know it the best

im not going to try and kiss up to you when you're like this because it's never ending
i'll stop interfering with your life for now
try and date me out again when you're free and i'll check my schedule
why would i have the courage to comfort you at all when you'll lash out at me